I really cant wait til I fall in love. I want it to happen so badly. I know it’ll happen when I least expect it but what’s taking so freaking long. I just want to have that special someone in my life. I see others so happy together and it makes me want it even more. I don’t wanna get all sappy so I’ll stop there.

Cupid, a little help please?
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After watching something borrowed with my mother today I have realized that I haven’t taken enough chances in life. I wanna fall in love but not just your normal kind of love. Love like in the movies. I know it’s totally unrealistic but it’s bittersweet. In the movies, the girl and the girl are put in weird random situations and either hate each other right away or have instant feelings about one another but don’t tell each other how they feel and it becomes this long drawn out mystery of why this and why that. To me that makes love more interesting, because in the end of the movies the guy and the girl always fall madly in love with each other. Honestly, I would much rather have the ups and downs, the uncertainty, the confusing, and the heartbreak to build up to the greatest relationship and fall in love. This to me, would be far more exciting then the simplicity of dating a person to marry them. I feel it needs to be more than that to really fall hard into love. From now on I’m taking more risks. Wish me luck.